Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Lectures and tutorials are going to keep a distance away from me for awhile now. The weekend I was meant to mug for the final Monday paper but I whipped excuses of all sorts for myself, basically I got down to housework (from doing the dishes to scrubbing sinks to washing dirty laundry etc etc)... but fortunately I did not screw my paper up? I reckon?

Monday...was, a wrap up of a year of friendship and adventure and to be very honest here, I don't anticipate next semester's new environment very much. Changes are so, insecure and unexplored and I am happy right where I am in my comfort bubble.
All the way down to dhoby just for the sake of a carl's jr lunch. On our virgin class outing that, that was where we had lunch too, remember? We were still, new, fresh faces, so much more to discover about each other, everyone had their reservations too. Funny how we'd end back there on the last day of our first year at tp. Um, does anyone feel last supper-ish?
But we trooped down to Fatttbian's "spare" house afterward and we gambled, a little alcohol here and there but we kept our limits well, played blind mice (I was the mice, once, bad. Hate losing my senses like that) and taught ange & fatbian how to dance (!!!!!). Felt like I was re-living primary school. We sweat it out, turned so pink in the cheeks, but all in the name of fun! Aweeeeesome.

Anyway the next two months I will be working, and having fun, just like I did last september? My only fear is getting too accustomed to work/play lifestyle(again) that I forget who I actually am and what my responsibilities are!! Believe me, I once forgot I was seventeen. In an argument with my mum over keeping late nights I yelled "Mom please I am no longer a teen please stop treating me like one!" Hee hee heeeee.

Right, time's up. Tomorrow I've a dental appt and I shall live in constant fear starting this instant till 11am tmr morn cause I have broken that rubber shizzz & he is gonna yell he will yell the house down sweet cow. Gnight.

I guess microecons went alright, somehow. Organisational Behaviour's my last paper this coming monday & I'm bestowed upon an uphill task of pulling up my current C+ to something more decent looking. Need and want my GPA of 3.2 so fucking badly..... I'm almost too enthusiastic about the long semester break. In my mind I'm already drawing pictures, creating fantastic images of lazy afternoons with chubs just watching minutes pass and whiling our time away without a care in the world. I'm thinking lappy, tele and nice home cooked low carb low kcal meals (in sync with our diet plans cause we're phattttty couple number 1!!!!!!!) After liberation I will make plans, I will HAVE plans.... shopping, keeping the kachings rolling in, Andrew's bird day.... what else. Omgolly happy times to come.

Goodnight hv a good wkend!

30 minutes ago my four walls were sprawled with crimson from my curtains and now? Now it's pouring outside but I'm safely sheltered, tucked under thick comforters munching on tomatoes and melted cheezee mm mm mm. Earlier this morning, plans for a BK breakfast and study session after checking out of the chalet. The former was fulfilled, but we left the latter for the evening. Our sleep was priority. Anyway I just caught a glance of the photo of the bacon and asparagus we had for bbq last evening and suddenly my tomatoes and melted cheese tastes so mediocre, geeeee.

In my impression, my poly mates were hardcore muggers and they would go into like bouts of mugfests that sorta thing esp before sem tests. But wowee I am grateful you guys were able to make it down to this little dinner bbq party thing, if you even consider that that, in the midst of study week.

So back with my internet connection I poked my nose into several blogs. Valentine's, valentine's and more luv. Oh & I'm truly & stupdendously happy for ange cause her valentine's was so unpredicted & new for her. My recollection of last year's february 14th was standing by the basement of centrepoint alongside cigarette smoking melissa peering at bouquets after bouquets, feeling so miserable & sour, living by that last glimpse of belief that the particular someone would pick me up from work. Never happened!!! But am grateful to each and every star in the heavens it never did happen. How else would I then have gone through this year's february 14th with someone this special!


I will never know how much he loves me, neither will he have an absolute answer to that, because till today no word is ginormous enough, or has that capacity deep enough to contain all that affection. I do wonder sometimes, what if our paths never crossed or if I never went right to land me up where I am today, what then?


That night at the chalet I was instructed to anticipate a surprise but we'd both forgotten the blindfold for me. So in place he wrapped his tee around my head & all that waiting, I eventually fell asleep. Prior to falling asleep though, he had made so much clatter I predicted his little surprise anyways.

He shook me with a mild touch to wake and supported me up by my shoulders, very gently unwrapped the "blindfold". Seeing all that twinkle, I grinned a little and intended to give him a peck but he stopped me and embraced me from the back. "Wait first, not yet." Your words echoed into my ears and the nearness of your voice caused me some nervousness, but I tried to hide it. I constantly take out the little note that you lay on the rose petals, to read. The very first you gave. I knew in a way, you'd make up for the impromptu act of yours on 19th october, but I didn't think it would be this soon. This was a surprise in it's own way, so your plan wasn't all that failed afterall. I didn't cry, not because, not because I wasn't touched but I just do not succumb to tears of joy. You must know, you made this valentine's more meaningful than it had ever meant to me & now you see that you don't always have to go on splurging on me because I really do take to the simple acts very much.

"Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever, and you will only have a glimpse of how much I love you." Thank you for the quote bb, it answers everything and, happy first valentine's.

From addie's : "Oh I'll elaborate on that incident I promised! So Jamie and I were looking for a quiet place, and we found this rather secluded stairway. There was no one in sight, just dead silence that loomed there. I was rather elated to find that place so I told Jamie "Omg Jamie, this is the perfect place to have sex!" We both laughed, and sat down on the steps of the stairs. My first instinct was to check out the place so I looked up, and I saw a fan. It looked pretty eerie to me so I got reaaaaally scared. Below the fan was a mob of black hair which Jamie and I saw. That brave girl stood up at peered up before her facial expression totally changed to a zillion degrees. Covering her mouth, she whispered in a shaky voice "They're having sex." HAHAHAHAAHA I WAS DAMN SHOCKED. Because it was a one-way door, we couldn't leave by the door we entered so we had to run all way down 3 or 4 levels down while stiffling our laughters. Not easy job because I was on the verge of having fits. To the basement we reached and we both erupted into hysterical laughter. Jamie told me she saw a naked couple and the girl hurrying to wear her clothes."

Thanks for making time to listen to all that trash talk from me addie and I came online tonight wanting to send you the peektures but you're nowhere in sight! Remember our shopping + secret mission come this long vacation!!!!

Hope you all had a wonderful weekend. I'm gonna call my bb and hit the sacks already. Two more weeks till the end sems, my my my can't wait to get it over and done with! Toooodles.

Yes so in spite of all that postphoning done we finally got down to the steamboat place to celebrate the couple's birthdays. This evening's dinner was on the verge of getting postphoned(again) cause of stinking travel geog but ah ah ah no way I'm allowing that to happen!!! Anyways those buggers were out to cheat our money!!! We should've just stuck to the one bb & I went to the other time. The tomyam soup was so fricking spicy my ears were blocked my face flushed & my nose was undergoing ceaseless leaking. Seriously? Twas a really simple affair & mediocre birthday celebration all but I hoped you all enjoyed yourselves with our company so...... happy eighteenth sw+eve! *Beams.
Sometimes I wonder where we will be at the end of sem 1.2, do you guys? It's so plain to say yes we will meet up on a regular but we all secretly know it's something annoyingly tough to fulfill. Would we still acknowledge each other's presence or turn out as hi-bye friends or worse? Sickening sch system.

School is officially beginning to suck with a capital S ugh! Have got this french role play script to memorise by thursday, an itenary of Italy due on thursday as well, 10 chapters of business computing skills & I know no shit about this subject cause it's so amazingly retarded & bohhhring AND 10 chapters of geography hur hur hur praise the lord.

I'm really looking forward to seeing Addie tomz. Miss that puny & I havent seen her for a dog gone long time. Right, tutorial time & have I mentioned I've been so conscientiously doing my tutorials every week it's an achievement man. K, bye.

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Oyah I forgot. Zy misplaced his laptop and this is him post lost laptop ha ha ha enjoi!
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H11, do advise if this is worthy of being on the class blog! Lmao.