Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Towards the end of a fortnight usually marks the beginning of poverty for me and a very dry bank account. Contradictory to what I'd said, it was the 27th & yet I very generously spent the very pitiful remains on food. But it was fun toying with the conveyor belts and making a mess out of things for afterall destruction is what 17 year old girls do best.
& if you all might have been wondering, these photos are only the first part of an apalling 189 in my camera & all taken in a day's work! Shocking how we wear the camera out & I luv gigabyte memory cards. Megabyte memory cards are so yesterday & highly shunned by camwhores.

Set my mind on putting my new pwehteh tinkerbell phone t use so I rung my cousin up & reminded her about how she was obliged to talk t me esp since she was too shagged for the pasar malam & we all stayed home. Not forgetting about how it was all at the expense of my taiwanese sausage. Lol spoken like a true glutton! But anyway in the course of the 2 hour conversation, I realised how much she has actually matured in terms of mentality & I'm just proud of her considering the fact that a mere few months back she was still the brat she always was.

I planned this little MI gathering just jiayi adelyn zongsheng evan xunqi & I so if anyone else wants t come along pls let me know k thx. But it's a really small affair so please dont lug your entire company along. Appreciated!

Zzzzomahgod! I just completed the POM online quiz. Yes okay I did it slightly before deadline what was I thinking right! Lynn was right okay. I was panicking throughout the whole darned test cause they were bloody bastards and they had this countdown timer thing that tags along even after you scroll down t the next question ughhhhhhh whatevvvv! Just glad I didn't screw things up and let the nervous wreck get the better of me :/

The first peekture of this post was proudly taken by angelyn's newest gem gotten at the most reasonable price ever & bargained by, who would have thought, calvin that mister smiley! & hokay I apologise if I've been uploading low quality disgusting narcissistic webcam photos but give me a little longer t get over the thrill of the in built webcam will yall.

I had my hair done again the other day and I personally like the colour alot it's like copper with orangey highlights but then again hair colour preference is very subjective so please dont criticise my hair colour if it irks you or I'll feel very embarrassed ):

My little brother had plans to go walking today (He does that as a weekly routine, walking around spore all that crazy fella). Well what dyknow the weather decided not to cooperate and so he's a pissed dood sitting in his room & I must say he has the weirdest way to anger management. Dominoes. I.know.what.the.hell.
& he gets even more pissy by the minute because his careless little fingers just keep knocking them blocks down before he's even halfway done. Dont see how dominoes are enabling him t blow off any steam really.

This weekend I've been consuming a considerable amount of seaweed lol lol lmao my crap's gonna smell like seaweed and look like seaweed. Oh boy I cant imagine hahahahah. Okay tmi tmi!!

It's a trend, this battle against fatigue every night but I'll persist until the numbness sets in and my body starts to accommodate wee hours, then I suppose I wouldn't feel so dazed and perhaps a little more decently alert for assignments to come. Yeap, it's all in the getting used to and I don't believe in wonder drinks like coffee, red bull and the likes. They're nothing more than expensive beverages & do shit for me.

Recently for APEL, we had all become guardian angels and had little secret mortals to look after. I sincerely apologise to my mortal because I haven't been taking care of you and yes I'm very very guilty of it! I shall let you indulge in a plentiful array of gifts once I get my creativity outbursts & inspirations I promise!

Comm skills test tomz & I am beginning to question when they're gonna end this long chain of tests projects & tutorials. I don't see an end to it though, it's almost like a sea w/o a horizon for pete's sake.
COMPLETE THEM ASSIGNMENTS! SAVE THE CHILDREN! SAVE THE WORLD!!

K nope. Not making sense thx bye.

My mind has taken to seeing me play the role of a fool sometimes.

It picks up the random information I touch & go during the day & when I say random I really mean randoms that had never held any importance or significance whatsoever. Then it begins it's little concoction of dreams that are so absurd sometimes. It's not like absurd is such a bad thing really but it feels like my dreams are a form of escapism & my mind has t resort t trickery t present t me scenarios I'm screaming inside t be in but will never happen in reality.

I recall having this sinfully blissful dream just an hour or so ago. But geez the contrast in emotions as I lean against rows of pillows in my cot feeling so unexplainably down & drained, tears rolling so uncontrollably & it's queer, it's queer.

I guess I've never missed someone this damned much.

Earlier on I was on this video call thing with mingyang & I was the biggest loser cum technologically challenged teen cause I had no clue my lappie had a built in mike. I always thought I had t use this headset mic like I'd did with the desktop. K whatevzz I'm forgiven alrightttt I've only gotten this lappie for less than a week! The conv went well, he introduced me t his pooh bear named muslim, till his uncle came into the room & stripped his top HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I laughed cause his uncle really was pretty fatty bombatty & mingyang typed "shut up". I think like, my voice was prob on speaker & that laugh was probably echoed all around zee room or something. Ohwell.

Anyway I set my alarm at 11am this morn but like my dad said, I was prob on coma mode & I didn't get up till 130pm. Curses curses, my Japan Hour was already half way through it's airing. So the norm would be t eat lunch in front of the tv & make believe my food was all that delectable stuff you see on Japan Hour & really it works cause the mind is a powerful thing! Or dumb. Cause it actually fell for it. Nevermind.

At 2pm I bummed around. At 3pm I was still bumming around. At 4pm I was getting tired of bumming around but I had little will power t stop. At 5pm my brother turned on Alvin and the chipmunks. Ar 6pm I had dinner. At 715 pm meet the fockers but I kinda fell asleep cause it was so snooze material, that lousy programme. At 1.13am I'm sitting here blogging & this sudden realization of guilt comes along. Hah, smart move. It's already time for bed & there's little t be done at this time of the night.

I'll go have a shower, again. The weather reeks! I've had 4 showers today already & all that soaking up of water's gna cause this change in concentration of sodium in my body yow! Jeeeez someone send us a snowstorm!

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