Thursday, July 31, 2008

It sucks when all you have on hand are projects and by which these projects you are doing double what you were meant to do, and because of that you feel the tension every moment and when you dont know how to handle all that pressure you break, you break. But you dont just lose it with yourself, you pull everyone in. You yell, at friends family, people you love and care for, you're temperamental and now guilty, remorseful, like it's sins committed and a sinner I am. My heart is full of black spots of wrongdoings and I know not what I'm speaking anymore because my world just caved in when I broke the chains and set you free but it's the best that I can do because you're just so indecisive but I'll still look into the stars every night like you said and try to find the pieces of you. Ugh k off 2 skewl cya ltr alligators

IHT test tomorrow so what's new?! It's terribly tough t adapt to extremes when I'm either too free or too busy for my own good. I was discussing the overall plan for this week with evelyn bunbun & okay we're in preparation mode for a warm welcome to saggier and blacker eyebags everrrr. Gwen owes me my earl grey teh bing I just know it I'll win the bet for sure I can feel it in my tinkle toes!!!! (Hahahahaha hi g I gotta mark this down on my blog in hei and bai lest you forget!)

I hate it when sleep takes a toll on me. Has been happening very much the past few days and this only signifies that my will to resist temptations has plummeted yet again. Because of this very fault I forgone the opportunity to study for the comm skills test so there goes my results. On a lighter note, or not so light note, I've got work tomorrow and it'll be a full day affair. Which means my cash stash would increase but my priceless study time, down the drain. My long time craving for kenny roger's mac and cheese- finally satisfied today. Food makes the world go rounddd.

i have this strong urge to skip skewwl tomorrow but i feel a need t keep my attendance at tiptop just for the sake of a nice record so ugh decisions decisions.. .... ...
anyway why do i always look so horrivegetable in photos ah!

Yay for our unexpected A!

I think my jaguar is the ugliest thing you've ever seen.


You want monster in the morning, I give you monster in the morning. My eyeliner was melting to the lower lid, eyes bloodshot from contact lenses, & when I took down the hair tie of my bun I had massive and large curly hair. And it wasn't like I'd intended t wake up this way it's all thnx 2 mugging the previous night.

& I feel so disconnected now cause I left multiple smses unattended t and missed several calls. All because I dozed off *snorts. Must've been really drained of energy cause I'd not one impression of my mum begging me t at least wash my face.

I be good girl now and do tutorials.

Worst case scenario alert & I'm swimming in my own shytz. F&B test first period & I've to be in school at 9 for presentation rehearsals which leaves me no room for sleeping in. No time for regrets no time for getting into slumberous moods just chop chop get this over and done with! I've even chickened out of msn cause it's too dreadful to watch classmates go offline, retreat into bed like bowling pins falling one at a time. At this point I'm just wondering, the hell these cheeses have even more fanciful names than mine! Limburger harvati camambert ricotta... ... .... zZzzzzZZzzzzzzzZZZsleeepyzzZZzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzz

Rainbow sistahz(hahahaha what nonsense) talked, or rather, interrogated if you'd prefer, over breakfast. Wrote the script of our little skit due for presentation on wednesday & made a scene with blaring laughter. Got trapped by the rain but we had t get t the opposite side of the road in time for comm skills, so we saved our asses in a cab.

It's been a month since the news buzz over the death of clifton lam but I still can't help tearing whilst reading his girlfriend's blog. They are neither kin nor kith but I can't help but get absorbed by her plight when nothing in this world can supplant that loved one. Just think, 4 more days before he returned from Brunei. He was to return home to bring her stories of the jungle. But he never did.
http://www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
Read and tell me if you all feel the same way.

Weather had been kind to us but no thanks to the inhumane heat. Boo me and my ugly red face!!! G-double o-d-j-o-b H11 & I am appreciative for the effort you guys made to take part & those who came down to support the class, very very very touching.

Gwen & I have the most random hangouts like yesterday we hung out at my void deck's very chilly soya bean shop for tauhuay+dumplings while the rain stormed outside plus bus stop chit chat till 11.

Anyway I have to say that I'm screwed for the f&b test on weds cause I have zilch time available for study ahhh projs projs!!!!